[ ...okay, given the fact he's also getting really happy to be here and to be here with Silver in particular??
Please don't be what he's thinking it might be. Honestly, maybe if he keep thinking it's something else, it won't be what it is! ]
I hope it's not.
[ It isn't the worst thing, but. This is embarrassing. The fact there are purple lilacs starting to bloom completely out of season thanks to the warmer temperatures and his emotions (why those!! he had peonies before, why these?) is embarrassing.
Let's put a lid on that. A very still lid. Warm stale air, essentially, and the flowers that haven't completely bloomed between their feet staying tightly-wrapped buds.That's... somewhat better. Not really stopping the fluttery feelings or how soft his voice ends up coming out but, er, it stopped everything else and that's pretty much the important thing here. ]
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Please don't be what he's thinking it might be. Honestly, maybe if he keep thinking it's something else, it won't be what it is! ]
I hope it's not.
[ It isn't the worst thing, but. This is embarrassing. The fact there are purple lilacs starting to bloom completely out of season thanks to the warmer temperatures and his emotions (why those!! he had peonies before, why these?) is embarrassing.
Let's put a lid on that. A very still lid. Warm stale air, essentially, and the flowers that haven't completely bloomed between their feet staying tightly-wrapped buds.That's... somewhat better. Not really stopping the fluttery feelings or how soft his voice ends up coming out but, er, it stopped everything else and that's pretty much the important thing here. ]
Is your curiosity satisfied, Silver?