It does. [ He looks at her over his shoulder, then goes back to looking for their towel. It's here somewhere, isn't it? ] ...As long as the King of Despair is in me, it matters. As long as there's a chance Leonardo could come back, it matters. I don't want what happened at home to happen here, White.

[ Something sparks in him and he freezes—then shoves it back down, swallowing hard. There, the towel. He stands back up, shuffling over to clean up his mess. ]

I know that's connected to him, I just... don't know entirely where you fit in.