We were warned not to on the task. [ Please......... ] And it's obviously a bad idea. We should just collect them and not put them together just to see what sort of combinations there are.
[ Why did you pull the sister card. This is why you and White get along, isn't it. ]
Well... all right. [ ANYTHING FOR HIS SISTER... Her business, while he's still sort of 8| about being tricked into being her guinea pig more often than not, is a good one, and she seems happy with it. As long as things don't go awry in that department, he'll be fine with her being part of it. ] One of us'll test them then--it'll be safer that way.
[ that's not gonna happen it's gonna be both of them somehow ]
[ Is this what friendship is. Is this what friends do together??? IF THAT'S THE CASE he's probably better off not having friends. He'll just have acquaintances the rest of his life.
But like, on the other hand, this isn't... bad. It's not like there's some sudden rush or anything, but he feels warmer and happier and looking at Silver is just a little harder than it should be... before he remembers that no, he shouldn't feel like that about his company. They're friends and nothing more, and he's more than fine with that.
...it still makes him back off a few steps and slip his hands into his hoodie's pockets, nose scrunching. Blegh. ]
I'm not really sure what that did, but [ HE LOVES IT wait, no? ] that was dumb.
[ ...okay, given the fact he's also getting really happy to be here and to be here with Silver in particular??
Please don't be what he's thinking it might be. Honestly, maybe if he keep thinking it's something else, it won't be what it is! ]
I hope it's not.
[ It isn't the worst thing, but. This is embarrassing. The fact there are purple lilacs starting to bloom completely out of season thanks to the warmer temperatures and his emotions (why those!! he had peonies before, why these?) is embarrassing.
Let's put a lid on that. A very still lid. Warm stale air, essentially, and the flowers that haven't completely bloomed between their feet staying tightly-wrapped buds.That's... somewhat better. Not really stopping the fluttery feelings or how soft his voice ends up coming out but, er, it stopped everything else and that's pretty much the important thing here. ]
[ It's not bad, but it's not one he necessarily wants, either. It' just--embarrassing. He knows he acts stupid when he's around someone he likes, and he also knows there's not a ton of love for. Well. Liking other guys. This world's been oddly tolerant of it though, or maybe that's just because no one's been flagrantly open with it-- ]
It's not. [ Black peeks at Silver, then glances away again. Nnnnope, he can't do it. ] Isn't this embarrassing for you though? Because it is for me. Kind of.
[ you don't have a leg to stand on silver YOU GREW UP IN THE WOODS ]
...maybe sometimes? Especially if you're like me and you don't have it that often--not like this, anyway, family's different--and there's other circumstances that go with that too, and you tend to ramble on jut like... I'm doing now, I guess. [ A beat. ] ...and when you talk out loud instead of thinking to yourself because you just want to share your thoughts with someone you like.
...There's someone I like here, I guess. I still think it's just a crush.
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But I try harder than I usually do when I'm around them. The only time I try that hard is at work. More than that, I'm just really happy being around them.
[...This is a little embarrassing, isn't it.]
I don't know. Even if it is a little embarrassing, it's a good feeling.
...it is. [ Black... can also admit that much. Tingly. ] Mine's... also sort of a crush--interest. White keeps teasing me about it, and the worst part is, she keeps taking pictures of h...them.
[ AND HE NEVER LOOKS BAD. It's not very fair. ]
Honestly, I always feel like I say too much around them, too, and our personalities don't mesh, and--a lot of stuff. [ At least he gets along with Silver... .....mostly. Does he really mesh with anyone here... ] ...do you and the person you like get along?
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Those ones cause sadness. It lasts for around a half hour.
[Say only what is absolutely necessary. A good compromise.]
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Noted. [ ..... ] Do you know what happens with any of the others?
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[...He looks so calm when he says it. So... Sane. Not like a total idiot that's continuing his mistakes.]
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veeerry long pause before finally: ]
Why?
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Why not?
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[Silver did you just pull the sister card]
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Well... all right. [ ANYTHING FOR HIS SISTER... Her business, while he's still sort of 8| about being tricked into being her guinea pig more often than not, is a good one, and she seems happy with it. As long as things don't go awry in that department, he'll be fine with her being part of it. ] One of us'll test them then--it'll be safer that way.
[ that's not gonna happen it's gonna be both of them somehow ]
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Or watching you do it
We're going in hard Black, we're doing this together.]
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But like, on the other hand, this isn't... bad. It's not like there's some sudden rush or anything, but he feels warmer and happier and looking at Silver is just a little harder than it should be... before he remembers that no, he shouldn't feel like that about his company. They're friends and nothing more, and he's more than fine with that.
...it still makes him back off a few steps and slip his hands into his hoodie's pockets, nose scrunching. Blegh. ]
I'm not really sure what that did, but [ HE LOVES IT wait, no? ] that was dumb.
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[Given the rise in the heat and the fact that he is so glad he's here with Black, he can take an educated guess.
...
Well, at least he found a combo that doesn't suck.]
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Please don't be what he's thinking it might be. Honestly, maybe if he keep thinking it's something else, it won't be what it is! ]
I hope it's not.
[ It isn't the worst thing, but. This is embarrassing. The fact there are purple lilacs starting to bloom completely out of season thanks to the warmer temperatures and his emotions (why those!! he had peonies before, why these?) is embarrassing.
Let's put a lid on that. A very still lid. Warm stale air, essentially, and the flowers that haven't completely bloomed between their feet staying tightly-wrapped buds.That's... somewhat better. Not really stopping the fluttery feelings or how soft his voice ends up coming out but, er, it stopped everything else and that's pretty much the important thing here. ]
Is your curiosity satisfied, Silver?
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[On one hand, he isn't making flowers with his feelings, but on the other hand, Black is...]
Come on. It's not a bad feeling, is it?
[It could be anger. It could be despair.]
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It's not. [ Black peeks at Silver, then glances away again. Nnnnope, he can't do it. ] Isn't this embarrassing for you though? Because it is for me. Kind of.
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[Buddy it's just a feeling, feelings aren't embarrassing unless you say dumb stuff to go with them--]
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...maybe sometimes? Especially if you're like me and you don't have it that often--not like this, anyway, family's different--and there's other circumstances that go with that too, and you tend to ramble on jut like... I'm doing now, I guess. [ A beat. ] ...and when you talk out loud instead of thinking to yourself because you just want to share your thoughts with someone you like.
[ help. please kill him. ]
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[...]
But I try harder than I usually do when I'm around them. The only time I try that hard is at work. More than that, I'm just really happy being around them.
[...This is a little embarrassing, isn't it.]
I don't know. Even if it is a little embarrassing, it's a good feeling.
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...it is. [ Black... can also admit that much. Tingly. ] Mine's... also sort of a crush--interest. White keeps teasing me about it, and the worst part is, she keeps taking pictures of h...them.
[ AND HE NEVER LOOKS BAD. It's not very fair. ]
Honestly, I always feel like I say too much around them, too, and our personalities don't mesh, and--a lot of stuff. [ At least he gets along with Silver... .....mostly. Does he really mesh with anyone here... ] ...do you and the person you like get along?
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[HE BEATS ME UP EVERY FEW DAYS IT'S GREAT]
So who's yours?
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Why would I tell you? You're friends with White, you'll probably make fun of me for it just as much as she does.
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[Come on buddy, you can tell him, we're friends too--]
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