[ It's a strange statement to make, considering what Hellsalem's Lot City is, but--it's true. It's proven itself to be true. At least at home he has a handle on the situation, at least at home there aren't giant gods trying to destroy everything. The insanity of HLC is normal. It's expected. It's something he's gotten used to over the years.
The way here is--the peacefulness, the sudden interruptions of that--so far, it's been a nightmare. There's no telling what he's up to either, even if he says it's nothing Black needs to worry about... ]
I like being able to spend every day with you, White. [ She's all that he needs--so he should be content here, too, but there are so many more factors he has to consider for her safety. A tired sigh. ] But it's just not possible. We don't belong here--maybe we're even helping upset this world's balance by being here. I don't know. But we don't belong here.
[Figures. It was a lost cause to ask anyway, but she couldn't help but hope a little.
So she shakes her head, feeling the apology he's probably willing to part with at the next sign of her frustration, and smiles without meaning it.]
Yeah, we probably are. It'll be better if we just go back to how it was before. Leo needs to go back home to his little sister, too... and there's a lot of other people here that have important things back where they're from.
[It'd be selfish to stay here. She knows that, if it did upset the balance and all, yet wistfulness tugs at her as it's always done looking out to a world she can't be part of.]
I'll just enjoy the time I have here to the fullest then. So I don't regret it when I go back.
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A pang of guilt hits him and settles in his middle, cold and heavy. He sighs softly, then manages a chuckle. ]
I wouldn't get jealous. Promise. [ Promise. ] Sorry for leaving you alone for so long, White. I just... [ ... ]
Sorry. When we get back home, I'll visit you more, okay?
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... Hey, Black? Can we... stay here? I don't want to go back to the city. It's not like there's anything for us there anyway, so...
[Can't they just stay?]
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It's not as safe here as it is there.
[ It's a strange statement to make, considering what Hellsalem's Lot City is, but--it's true. It's proven itself to be true. At least at home he has a handle on the situation, at least at home there aren't giant gods trying to destroy everything. The insanity of HLC is normal. It's expected. It's something he's gotten used to over the years.
The way here is--the peacefulness, the sudden interruptions of that--so far, it's been a nightmare. There's no telling what he's up to either, even if he says it's nothing Black needs to worry about... ]
I like being able to spend every day with you, White. [ She's all that he needs--so he should be content here, too, but there are so many more factors he has to consider for her safety. A tired sigh. ] But it's just not possible. We don't belong here--maybe we're even helping upset this world's balance by being here. I don't know. But we don't belong here.
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So she shakes her head, feeling the apology he's probably willing to part with at the next sign of her frustration, and smiles without meaning it.]
Yeah, we probably are. It'll be better if we just go back to how it was before. Leo needs to go back home to his little sister, too... and there's a lot of other people here that have important things back where they're from.
[It'd be selfish to stay here. She knows that, if it did upset the balance and all, yet wistfulness tugs at her as it's always done looking out to a world she can't be part of.]
I'll just enjoy the time I have here to the fullest then. So I don't regret it when I go back.